September 13th, 2009

My Hopeless Wish

By Golda C.

My wish is very simple, it's to have your pure and unwavering love.
To be the only girl for you, despite my imperfections and flaws.
To be that thought that would make you smile when you are sad and lonely.
To have those beautiful eyes that can stare right into your soul.
To be the owner of that voice you so long to hear after a very tiring day.
To have that radiant smile and silver-bell laughter that melts your heart.
To have that wit and humor that makes you laugh.
To be that girl who makes you want to change for the better.
To be that girl you simply can't live without.

My wish is very simple, yet very hard to obtain.
So I pray to the almighty father to take pity on me, his child.
And grant me this wish I have in my heart.
No matter how hopeless this wish might sound.

Whoo, drama. Haha. Yup, i'm a hopeless romantic. A very hopeless one indeed. Hehe. 

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Hay. Ba't ganun. Been feeling really depressed lately. Maybe due to the weather? I hope that's only the case.

I wonder why despite the love of the people around me, i still feel so cold and lonely?

It feels as if i get emptier inside by the minute.

Even sketching -- my favorite hobby, doesn't seem to alleviate this vaccum within me.

Maybe i'll cry tonight. Even if i don't have a solid reason to. I need a catharsis, and crying seems to do the job.