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Entries for January, 2005

January 2nd, 2005

Parasite

Posted by scarlet_hue at 03:16 AM on January 2, 2005.

Par·a·site: ('par-&-"sIt)

n.
1. Biology: An organism that grows, feeds, and is sheltered on or in a different organism while contributing nothing to the survival of its host.

2. a. One who habitually takes advantage of the generosity of others without making any useful return.
b. One who lives off and flatters the rich; a sycophant.

Synonyms: PARASITE, SYCOPHANT, TOADY, LEECH, SPONGE

Woops, bato-bato sa langit, ang tamaan wag magagalit. Ratratan na! xD

*Sana mabasa nya to.. kung nakakaintindi sya ng inggles. xD

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The Human Mind

Posted by scarlet_hue at 01:14 PM on January 2, 2005.

Can you read this?


cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd
waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of
the hmuan mnid. Aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at
Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht
oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny
iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be
in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses
and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm. Tihs
is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed
ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe.
Amzanig huh? yaeh and I awlyas thought
slpeling was ipmorantt! tahts so cool!!!


If you can udernatnsd tihs rdanieg, wala lng! ^_^

*got this from a bulletin board at friendster.

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January 9th, 2005

WAI!!

Posted by scarlet_hue at 12:39 PM on January 9, 2005.

I better start making another layout. Tabulas 2.0 will come later at isang customized layout na lang ang pwedeng gawin! OwhMayGhulay!

Grahahaha, naaadek na naman ako sa KhanOnline! AMF, astig na ng Micko ko!

Ang wafuuuu eshte, ang ganda na ng micko kooooo!! Shngork shngork Ang jologs ko ngayon, haha.



PM Scarlethue kung gusto nyo ng kapartyng ewan. Haha! xD
Currently listening to: These Days - Bamboo
Currently reading: The Long Road Home - Danielle Steele
Currently feeling: bouncy

1 were baffled.

January 10th, 2005

Make-up

Posted by scarlet_hue at 04:25 AM on January 10, 2005.

Err, does reformatting most-frequently-visited websites currently in trend today? Friendster and tabulas had both undergone a major overhaul. Well, at least they're for the sake of everbody.

*whistles* Good Job Roy. Though i still miss the old one. I liked the old version better.



Anyways, i watched The Passion Of the Christ today. It was really heart-touching, it even made me CRY! Mind you, i RARELY cry when watching movies.

*Be warned, whining engine switched on

As i was watching the movie, something again popped inside my mind. If the Temple/Church was the one who condemned Jesus and called his teaching blasphemies long ago, then why are they the ones using his teachings now?

Hmmm... penance for what they have done?

So now they think that spreading Jesus' teachings is already their way of asking for forgiveness? My, oh, my. How convenient for them. Beneficial too, i'd say.

I never thought that the beatings done to Jesus were that brutal. I've always pictured in my mind that he was only given a few whips and kicks but never in my life have i imagined it like the way it was shown in the movie.

Then i thought, maybe i've never pictured it that way because the Church made it look like Jesus was never beaten at all. I remember the stories from the gospel my former Values Education teacher told us when i was in grade 3. Jesus died on the cross and redeemed the sins of the world.

Died. What an understatement.

They never told us that he was half-butchered by the soldiers. Nor told us that he almost died while carrying the cross because of the beatings. Well, they sorta told us, but only as an afterthought. I couldn't even remember who told me that.

And the Church made us think that Jesus fell alot on the ground while he was carrying the cross simply because the cross was heavy. Not because he's bleeding and almost a dead man walking.

tralalala...

You know what's the word for this entry today?

Make-up

Some priests loathed women who use loads of make-up to cover their facial flaws and look presentable. My old VE teacher who is a priest told us that we girls should not even try to put on make-up, because it's evil and stuff. He told us that make-up is the devil's tool to let women seduce men, which could lead to the destruction of mankind.

Hrmph.

If they hate make-up so much, then why do they use it a lot? No, not the literal make-up. Let me explain why.

1. They use a lot of "make-up" to cover up their flaws so that their church would be the most perfect and flawless religional institution in the world. But underneath that oh-so-holy facade is the deep, dirty liars and cheats.

2. If their dirty work can no longer be covered with "make-up", well, at least it'll look a little bit clean and holy now, will it? Just like Jesus' carrying of the Cross. They had used "make-up" to conceal their butchery. Like i've said before, they made it look like it was only cross' weight made Jesus fall all over and over again.

Hrmph.

Well, i guess what's done is done.



I'll never, ever hold another palm leaf on palm sundays ever again.. It's like we're mocking Jesus with it. The people who laid down palm leaves before the path of Jesus were also the ones who spat and threw stones at him while he was carrying the cross. It's despicable. I'll never celebrate palm sunday ever again.



Haay. Help, i'm on the verge of becoming a full-pledge feminist here. Too tired to elaborate why, but just give me a small push and i'll be.

Rawr~ don't mind me. I'm just being insane again.

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January 16th, 2005

Sweet slumber

Posted by scarlet_hue at 06:33 PM on January 16, 2005.

I want to die, and escape this harsh reality we call life. I don't belong anywhere. I only disappoint the people around me. Who wouldn't be? I'm ugly. I am fat. I am weak. A lowly coward. I am stupid. I can't even play an online game without disappointing my party mates. I am a big disappointment to my parents. Pabigat. A useless sister. A worthless student. Concieted. Selfish. Less than average. Pathetic.

I don't know how to do things the right way. The only things i am good at is to eat, sleep, whine, cry, lie and lastly, draw. But all of them are useless. I am only a wannabe. I can't do anything without the assistance of another person. I can't write. I can't sing. I can't dance. I can't do math. I can't think. All i ever do is associated with Failure.

I have never even experienced real happiness. Sure, i do laugh a lot with my friends. But somewhere deep inside me lies a void that i can't seem to fill. As i study my face in the mirror, i've noticed that my eyes belong to a lonely stranger. Someone who had gone through a lot of painful things. They are deep-set and withdrawn. It doesn't smile, but only narrows down when i try to bring out a superficial smile. It's supposed to be a window to my soul, but somehow, it's cloudy and opaque. Nobody can see through it. It had already put up a wall around it, hoping that it would never ever see and feel painful things anymore. It is already too tired from crying.

Deep inside i know, i had already died years ago. My soul is somewhere lying in a deep, dark well of tears. My faith, it has fluttered away like a chick from its nest. My hope, it is tucked away in a locked box without a key. The blood that runs through my veins is poisoned and cold. My will to live had already burned out. This earthly body is only an empty, automated shell designed to do its daily routines until it is already ripe for the picking. And the one who will harvest it someday is Death.

I want to escape, but the exit is nowhere to be found. I am only here waiting now, waiting for the inviting embrace of the Grim Reaper.

1 were baffled.

January 20th, 2005

Posted by scarlet_hue at 04:53 PM on January 20, 2005.

Can somebody like and hate someone that much at the same time?

I can.

Raaaaaaaaaaarr. Kakainis. >

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January 28th, 2005

*sneezes*

Posted by scarlet_hue at 09:31 PM on January 28, 2005.

I'm not really in the mood to write right now, so i'll make this one quick.

I was absent from school today. I really didn't feel like going anywhere. My body feels like lead. My brain is made up of JELLY. Everytime i walk, i hear a "squash-squash-squarksh" sound in-between my ears. Oh well. Ho-hum. I feel so utterly bored.

Hyahay.

I just saw this week's MMK (maalaala mo kaya, you idiyot. >: D) episode. It's about Oking, the so-called "Merman" or Syokoy in tagalog. Darn, he sure had one hell of a life. I'm thankful that i didn't have to go through those things he did. And i'm glad that at least, my dad doesn't reject me. Only i'm the one who does. Haha =)).

I still don't feel like going to school tomorrow. And i DREAD saturdays. This semester surely made me resent the most joyous day of the week. *grumblemumblechemistryfussumbotanybrrthffflbbbph*

Cheerio.

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January 31st, 2005

19 ka na?!

Posted by scarlet_hue at 03:55 PM on January 31, 2005.

Happy Birthday Kuya!

1 were baffled.